31 Aug 2025

 I’m writing this at Sat 30 Aug 23:48, hoping to cross into midnight.

Now I’m year 8 and have a little bit more power, August is over and looking back, I practically wasted my time.

I kept thinking “What would happen”, “Where would it happen” or “Will it happen” but never “What is happening right now.”

I couldn’t really sleep on the night of Aug 30th. Replaying everything in my head keeps me awake. Even the most simple pond in my head unravels into the pool I swim at.

Worst part is, on 30th Aug, head was pounding, body aching and feverish, slept like a baby at the sofa of Grandma’s house, yet can’t even close my eyes for 5 secs in the bed of St. Martin.

Wish time could replay for a month until I knew how to spend it

Hoping the future will be better

-Sheldon